I'm sorry for not telling you this sooner however if I were to attempt it the moment I left I wouldn't know how to put it in words. I'm sorry for avoiding all of you for the past several months, I truly and absolutely am, but it was only because I didn't know how to tell you I jsut wanted to move on with my life and see if I can get started with starting a new internet life and such with the new information I've gathered from this one. Okay, now I'm just sounding like a complete jackass, but please bear with me. Friends have to depart at some point right? I just felt the need to depart now but I've realised the mistake I made, I forgot to say goodbye.

I just hope that some of us will meet again. I went from joyful to fatally depressed to where I couldn't even express how I was feeling and I just became unreasonable, I'm not saying it was anyone's fault and I don't blame anyone. I believe I've hurt others beside myself in the process and I'm sorry and I take every last word back. I'm really really sorry that I have to go, but, I feel that I have to go sometime. I won't reveal any usernames that I am currently using now however that doesn't mean we won't meet again.

I'm really and truly sorry that I have to say this, I really am but, goodbye.